Dearest Reader,
I am struggling to find contentment today as I sit on the edge of my seat watching and waiting for Hurricane Florence. The storm, described as epic and history-making has many preparing to flee for safer ground.
Watching and Waiting
In the dark-0’thirty hour, God whispered the word contentment into my prayers. I quickly went to the dictionary app and looked up the word content.
Content: ease of mind
As I was praying, ease of mind was the absolute last thing stirring in my heart and soul. There was fretfulness that comes when a storm is barreling at you and your loved ones. Unsettled is where I found myself. Jumping at every alert coming across my phone, checking the progress of my loved ones as they prepared to leave everything behind, only bringing what they needed.
I quickly realized finding contentment was not going to come through my strength.
Changing My Course
I cannot change the course of Hurricane Florence; only God has that power. Trust me when I tell you I have been praying that very thing.
With mandatory evacuations, the only thing I have control over is changing my course.
Changing my course from unsettledness, fear, and unrest to one of contentment. Contentment will only come with time spent on my knees in prayer.
Through the encouragement of a Sister in Christ, we have committed to praying for contentment in the storm every hour on the hour. She the bottom of the hour, and I, the top.
Prayer is not getting God our agenda, but getting us on His. I imagine that is what He had in mind when He whispered contentment over my prayers.
So Dearest One, I will be praying for you and yours, and ask that you pray for me and mine.
I will be praying for even if faith, the peace that passes all understanding, and deep-seated contentment in my love for God, and His for me.
He holds all things in His hands, and in his hands, He holds all things together, even in, especially in, the storm.
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Yes, Tammy, God holds us in His hands whether in the storm or on a clear day. He has us and we can trust Him. Blessings to you! I’m your neighbor this week at #TellHisStory.
Amen, Gayl!
XO
Oh Tammy you all are certainly in my prayers tonight! May the Lord grant you His peace and contentment as He holds you in His hands!
Thank you, Bettie!
XO
Sometimes contentment is so hard to find. I love that you are turning to prayer.
Tara, prayer has been my greatest comfort.
XO
Praying with you, Tammy. The waiting can be so hard but the Lord can (and does!) do such good work in us during that time.
Thank you, Shelby!
XO
Even if faith.
Yes!!
XO
Praying that you and everyone in Florence’s path stays safe!
Thank you, Anita! Praise God, my daughter, son-in-law, and the children made it here. They live on the NC coast. We are praying over their home and belongings.
XO
You’re so right when we face a risk and must endure waiting. I have been thinking about you and praying for you and checked with Susan to see if she knew if you were safe. It seems that despite the intensity of the storm as it is, the reduction from a category 4 moving toward a category 5 and instead having it go in the opposite direction must surely be the Lord holding back as He responds to prayer. I know it is still intense as I watch the coverage. When my husband and I were first married and he was on active duty, he was stationed at Camp LeJeune and we well acquainted with New Bern and that whole coastline that took the first hit. Grace, mercy, safety and blessings on you and yours.
Thank you, Pam, for sharing your story. Watching my children and grandchildren worry over their home and belongings has been hard. We are praying that their home and belongings will not be harmed in any way. The neighborhood five minutes over has water rising toward their doors.
We appreciate your prayers!
XO
Praying for all affected by the hurricane. Wind is picking up here in Mount Pleasant SC.
Thank you, Melissa. I am praying for your safety as well!
XO
Oh friend! Contentment can be so elusive. But God led you straight back to Him. What a blessing! Prayers for you and yours.
Oh yes, Mary, contentment is hard. I can’t help but think of Paul who lived contentment in his circumstances.
XO